Stolen Heart?

It has been a week since Handsome Nurse dedicated a song for me. It has been 3 or 4 days now the last time we talked. I guess he is very busy with work and then reviewing to pass for that US Nursing Licensure. I don’t want to disturb him even though I am bug by the itch to drop a “hi” or “hello” line but I can’t because he might not reply which will just make my fragile heart suffers. I am missing him so much and seems like every time I close and open my eyes, thoughts and images of him suddenly pop in my mind.

My gosh! Am I falling in love with this person? I just don’t freakin’ know the answer also. All I know is I miss him and when he told me days before that he misses me too, my heart jumped for joy! It’s like am in seventh heaven. And because of this strange emotions that I am feeling for him, I just hate it. This is not what I like when it comes to this kind of thing. When I like a certain person and when they show signs of reciprocating my feelings, I tend to hope that whenever I needed his presence he will be totally there. I wish that all of his attention will be mine alone. Yeah, that’s how obsessive and possessive I can be. LOL But I ain’t a freaking stalker or to suffocate someone with this sort-of-abnormal-attitude.

Perhaps, he really stole my heart. And I am so stupid to let him stole my heart, in which I don’t know if he is feeling the same way since he did not exactly told me that 1.) he likes me or 2.) we are on the MU stage or 3.) he is falling for me or 4.) he loves or 5.)all possible choices and signs of falling for someone. Argh, it makes my head aches…*sigh

I did not saw this one coming because I did not expect that our “whatever relationship” we have as of this moment will grow into something wonderful and will bloom, oh well that’s how I perceived it. Think I should not think about this more often and guess just savor every moment ’til it last. Hope there will be less heart aches and pain but more love, love and love!

Just the Two of Us

I just cannot help but share this one to all of you guys! I did not imagine or dream that on this very specific day, November 24, 2009 that my ever Handsome Nurse will dedicate a song for me.  I do not know if it is 1.) just a joke 2.) riding my out-of-this-world thinking of being a hopeless romantic 3.) he really likes me.  But whatever it is, I am liking the song lyrics it shots directly to my heart and I am loving the feeling it brings to me– the shiver down my spine and the unending giggles of happiness.   Without further a do, here’s the song dedicated to me 😉

Just the Two of Us

by: NSYNC

Oh, hey yeah yeah..
Girl when we started baby we were friends
But that’s not how this fairy tale is gonna end
See I was thinking then it clicked one day
That no one else has ever made me feel this way
The next time I saw you girl I knew I had to try
To tell you everything that I was feeling deep inside
And listen good cause what I say is from my heart
So if you’re ready

You see I toss and turn when I’m alone
And I just cant wait til you get home
Waiting for your call cause tonight we’re gonna do it all
Girl it’s just the two of us
Cause I’m thinking about you day and night
And I just can’t get you off my mind
When you get a minute baby I was thinking we could hook up
It’s just the two of us, the two of us

Cause in a room full of people you’re the only one around
And nothing in this world could ever bring us down
Baby I’ll be there telling you I care
This I swear
Girl its just the two of us, the two of us

Baby I wonder if you feel the same as I do
I wonder if you’re going through the things I’m going through…
I sent you flowers on a Saturday
inside’s a letter with a message and no name
See I just love the feeling, knowing I can make you smile
and I haven’t felt that about someone in quite a while
Just listen to these words I have to say
Just take a chance..

You see I toss and turn when I’m alone
And I just cant wait til you get home
Waiting for your call cause tonight we’re gonna do it all
Girl it’s just the two of us
Cause I’m thinking about you day and night
And I just can’t get you off my mind
When you get a minute baby I was thinking we could hook up
It’s just the two of us, the two of us

Cause in a room full of people you’re the only one around
And nothing in this world could ever bring us down
Baby I’ll be there telling you I care
This I swear
Girl its just the two of us, the two of us

It just gets better with each day (baby someday)
I always wanted to tell you
But I was so afraid

You see I toss and turn when I’m alone
And I just cant wait til you get home
Waiting for your call cause tonight we’re gonna do it all
Girl it’s just the two of us
Cause I’m thinking about you day and night
And I just can’t get you off my mind
When you get a minute baby I was thinking we could hook up
It’s just the two of us, the two of us

Cause in a room full of people you’re the only one around
And nothing in this world could ever bring us down
Baby I’ll be there telling you I care
This I swear
Girl its just the two of us, the two of us
Ohh.. hey yeah yeah..

P.S.

Thanks for sharing this song to me…Gosh, you are making me in love with you! ^____^

Officially Missing You

After a long idle hiatus from my blog, I am back with vengeance.  LOL Anyway, just wanted to post a missing you song dedicated to my Handsome Nurse.  (*sigh)  It has been a week since we did not talk because he is so darn busy with his career and so am I…tsk

This is for you my Handsome Nurse:  From Where You Are 😉

From Where You Are

by: LifeHouse

So far away from where you are
These miles have torn us worlds apart
And I miss you
Yeah, I miss you
So far away from where you are
Standing underneath the stars
And I wish you were here

I miss the years that were erased
I miss the way the sunshine would light up your face
I miss all the little things I never thought that they’d mean everything to me
Yeah, I miss you
And I wish you were here

I feel the beating of your heart
I see the shadows of your face
Just know that wherever you are
Yeah, I miss you
And I wish you were here

I miss the years that were erased
I miss the way the sunshine would light up your face
I miss all the little things
I never thought that they’d mean everything to me
Yeah, I miss you
And I wish you were here

So far away from where you are
These miles have torn us worlds apart
And I miss you
Yeah, I miss you
And I wish you were here

Just Nothing: Scribbling out of Boredom

I am absolutely sleepy and bored today! As always, I slept late because of someone that I like so much. He asked me to stay for a couple of hours so that we could chat longer and as obedient as I am I fully obliged to his favors. LOL, Oh well, I love how the way we do chitchats and the way we call each other.

It has been eons since the last time we talked and I was surprised when he suddenly send me a message! I was like, wow! he still remembers me! *blush* He is the cause of my sleepy days in the office…hahaha I was blaming him but it is my fault I know. I just cannot say NO to him whenever he tells me “please, don’t leave me, just stay for a little more longer [endearment here]” *blush :). I cannot help it but smile with all teeth up to the end of my ears because he does something in me that I could not explain. nyay, Am I falling for this person? Hope not because I am not yet reading to get hurt again. 😦

Anyway, I am just enjoying every moment I spend my time with him. Just enjoying the flow of every conversation we had and we will have. Hope to catch him today so that this boring and missing emotion that I felt will be filled with happiness and all smiles! ^________^

I Need To Be Next To You

Just want to share one of my favorite songs that has been playing for NTH times in my mind.  I am gonna sleep early tonight since tomorrow will be a taxing and challenging task for me– as wedding coordinator! Nyay….hehe

No posting of blabs right now because my mind is so blank. *grins

I Need To Be Next To You

by: Leigh Nash

Been running from this feeling for so long
Telling my heart I didn’t need it
Pretending I was better off alone
But I know that it’s just a lie
So afraid to take a chance again
So afraid of what I feel inside

But I need to be next to you
Oh I, oh I
I need to share every breath of you
Oh I, oh I
I need to know I can see you smile each morning
Look into your eyes each night for the rest of my life
Here with you, near with you, oh I
I need to be next to you
Need to be next to you

Right here with you is right where I belong
I lose my mind if I can’t see you
Without you there’s nothing in this life
That would make life worth living for
I can’t make it if you’re not there
I can’t fight what I feel any more

Cause I need to be next to you
Oh I, oh I
I need to share every breath of you
Oh I, oh I
I need to know I can see you smile this morning
Look into your eyes each night for the rest of my life
Here with you, near with you, oh I
I need to be next to you
I need to have your arms next to mine for all the time
Holding for all my life
I need to be next to you
I need to be next to you
Oh I, oh I
Need to be, need to be next to you
Share every breath of you
I need to feel you in my arms, baby, in my arms baby
I need to be next to you

P.S.

This is dedicated to You! You know who you are. 😉