I hate this part right here

To: Handsome Nurse
I just hate you for making me feel this way. You know, giving me more than headaches and confusions. What’s the real deal between the two of us? I just loathe when you are giving me mixed signals and sudden change of heart. One thing you are so sweet and I can sense that you have this feeling of love for me then after sometime you deviate and act like you do not care at all!
I wish and hope that you will be honest and true not just to me but to yourself.
Tell straight into my face if which is which and do not make me swept right of my feet with your “care”, “you miss me feelings” and I do not want you to leave me behind drama. *sigh

From: Confuse Heart of Mine

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LSS: Ticktock

This is the latest song syndrome that has been playing for more than a hundred times in my mind! Love the beat and the rhythm.  Enjoy ^^

Ticktock

by: Ke$ha

Lyrics

I wake up in the mornin’
Feeling like P Diddy,
Got my glasses,
I’m out the door,
I’m gonna hit this city,
Before i leave brush my teeth,
With a bottle of jack cause when i leave for the night
i ain’t coming back,
I’m talkin bout pedicures on my toes,toes
triyin on all our clothes,clothes,
boys blowin off our phones,phones
(drop toppin)
playing our favorite Cd’s
pulling up to parties,
trying to get a little tipsy.

Dont stop, make it pop,
Dj blow my speakers up,
tonight imma fight till we see he sunlight,
tick tock on the clock
but the party won’t stop now
whoa – oh oh oh
whoa – oh oh oh
Dont stop, make it pop,
Dj blow my speakers up,
tonight imma fight till we see he sunlight,
tick tock on the clock
but the party won’t stop now
whoa – oh oh oh
whoa – oh oh oh

Aint got care in the world,
But got plenty of beer,
Aint got no money in my pocket but im already here,
Now the dudes are lining up
cause they heared we got swagger,
But we kick them to the curb
unless they look like Mick Jagger,
I’m talking about- everybody getting crunk crunk
boys wanna touch my junk junk
gonna smack them if they get to drunk drunk
Now now – we goin till they kick us out out
or the police shut us down,down
police shut us down,down
po-po shut -us

Dont stop, make it pop,
Dj blow my speakers up,
tonight imma fight till we see he sunlight,
tick tock on the clock
but the party don’t stop now
whoa – oh oh oh
whoa – oh oh oh
Dont stop, make it pop,
Dj blow my speakers up,
tonight imma fight till we see he sunlight,
tick tock on the clock
but the party won’t stop
whoa – oh oh oh
whoa – oh oh oh

Dj, you build me up
You break me down
my heart,it pounds
yeah,you got me
with my hands up
you got me now
you got that sound
yea,you got me

Dj, you build me up
you break me down
my heart , it pounds
yea u got me
with my hands up
with u’re hands up x2
No the party wont start until i walk in
Dont stop, make it pop,

Dj blow my speakers up,
tonight imma fight till we see he sunlight,
tick tock on the clock
but the party won’t stop now
whoa – oh oh oh
whoa – oh oh oh
Dont stop, make it pop,
Dj blow my speakers up,
tonight imma fight till we see he sunlight,
tick tock on the clock
but the party won’t stop now
whoa – oh oh oh
whoa – oh oh oh

It Ain’t Easy To Wait

An hour and a half had passed when I stood in front of the department store on where we would supposedly meet for a very important meeting & discussion. Tick…tak….tik…tak….more seconds and minutes had gone by no one came and no words of confirmation that they will gonna be late or what. I feel like stupid waiting for people who are late comers! Geez, I intentionally went late to the meeting place but to my surprise, I am still the first one to arrive.

With great patience, I waited for them hoping that they will just be minutes late. But it wasn’t! Darn, I was pissed off and irritated at the same time because it is not that easy to wait for people whom you thought are professionals.

Imagine how long I’ve waited for them! I already known the types of vehicles busy rushing the streets and mosquitoes biting me now and then. To my disgust and disappointment, I informed them that I will head home because it seems like they won’t be coming. Then, after a jiffy one of them suddenly called and told me that I need to walk my way to the rendezvous. Argh, I wanted to scream at their faces that it is not easy to wait for more than an hour and looking like stupid standing in observing eyes of some dirty minded individuals.

To add insult to the injury, they did not even bother to say “sorry we were late because of this and that” *sigh, good thing I remain cool headed and did not whine. However, I insinuated about how upset am I hoping that realizations and guilt will hit them.

Lesson learned: Do not be punctual when you are meeting with mega and super late comers  to give them a dose of their own medicine.

Snob…Am I?

Yesterday whilst I was waiting for a bus heading to my working place, there was this total stranger who asked me a question if where I was going.  Out of courtesy, I answered him then walked my way to the unloading area for buses. To keep myself entertained while waiting for a ride,  I listened songs in my mp3 player. Then this guy stranger followed me again instead of feeling panic I just ignore him.  I have the strongest feeling that he won’t do anything to me since it is broad daylight and there are lot of passersby in that place and I am sure that someone will help me when worst comes to worst.

He asked me again that where I am going, I was like surprised and my brows began to curve. Instead of answering him I ignored him and pretended that I did not hear what he was asking. Why on Earth will he keep on bugging me when in the first place we did not know each other and I already told him aloud a while ago where am I going.   Before any unusual scenario will happen I immediately hit a ride in the mini bus and as I stepped in he suddenly uttered “know what you are beautiful but you are such a snob”. To avoid throwing bad conversation with him,  I just did not pay attention.

So you think…Am I snob?

I was thinking if I was really such a snob in not answering his questions? Oh well, I am not bothered if what he was thinking about me because to hell I care about his thoughts.  The issue that is itching my mind is that are most guys really like that when they ask something or approach a girl and then if the girl did not respond they would say “you are such a snob”. Heck, I do not know what to believe in.  If you respond they will think that “ahh, she is such an easy girl” and when not they would say “you are such a snob”.   Geez, which is which man!

Finally! I’ve met Angel Locsin

One of my most favorite actresses in Philippine television is Angel Locsin.   I began to like her when she played the role of Lyka, a she-wolf in the  show Lobo (Wolf) together with the country’s gorgeous actor, Piolo Pascual. I was impressed with her development in the acting department. But what makes me more admired about her is having a heart of gold and remaining humble despite the achievements she have.  With all of these endearing qualities she have, I dream someday that I should meet her. Then came Sinulog 2005 perhaps, my sister texted me that Angel Locsin was in the JAG float, so I was so excited to see her but to my disappointment the float did not pass in where I waited for her. Days, weeks, months and years had passed, I do not have the chance to see her for real!

Angel Locsin

February 13, 2010 around 11:00 on rainy evening, my brother hurriedly told me that Angel Locsin is in our place! Gosh, I was so thrilled! Days before that I already read in her twitter page that she will be attending the wake of her uncle but I am not really certain that she will do that since she is a very busy actress.  To my great surprise, she really did! So, I hastily grab the knob of the door and left the house leaving the door open and appliances turning on! hahahaha I know am stupid but hey you cannot blame me since I’ve waited long enough to meet my idol.  As I entered the place, wherein the wake was held, I immediately sat three seats away from her. I patiently waited to see her angelic face since she is very occupied talking to her relatives. Without much further ado, she gracefully turn her face towards us and voila! I saw the very beautiful Angel Locsin in a simple outfit and no make ups on! Wow, was the first word that I uttered when I got a glimpse of her. She is indeed much more beautiful and sexier in person compared to what I’ve seen in the television.   One more thing, she is not finicky because there was this girl who sat behind her, suddenly mumble “Hi Angel!” and to the girl’s surprise Angel turned  her direction towards the girl and smiled!

To make the story short, before she leave I got the opportunity to hug her. Unfortunately, I did not have the chance to take a picture with her because as I left the house I forgot to bring the camera! Stupid me! LOL But anyway, it was a great experience to see and hug a celebrity that you admire and never thought of getting close physically in person.